In your every rejection,
a poem waits.
It lingers there, quivering
like closed eyelids in half-sleep,
moth’s wings, tears.
I hunt it with eagle stealth
with aspen grace, with lightening
edge, and a lover’s embrace.
I am the swift tongue
of the mantis, its clairvoyant
eye glittering in the green
blade of grass
I am the volatile arc
of the comet, its loose,
hair streaming through the sky
as it flies towards the sun
with absolute certainty
I claim it. I take it
with gratitude,
with pride, with hunger.
This, your blessing to me.
Your boon.
It is my three pieces of land.
It is my atonement.
It is both reward
and restitution.
It will allow me to sleep.
I will write you a letter
every day. From your brief answer,
I will steal my poem.
I pray that you will find
enough rejection in you
for me to fill a book.
4 Comments
March 4, 2008 at 8:35 pm
Ouch. Sigh.
P.S. You don’t look like you in the picture at all! Must be the bindi.
March 4, 2008 at 11:57 pm
D, the pic was taken in Cal so I was in a very Bong mood…and dressed to go with it.
March 7, 2008 at 10:55 am
Very visceral poem. I hope that these poems are copywritted, or copywritten or something.
- S!
March 11, 2008 at 10:07 am
S: Thank you. Well, I have put a copyright notice on the page but that hardly protects it, I think. I have been thinking about it and wondering whether I should have this blog at all. So far, the urge for shameless self-promotion has won out…let’s see.